Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Names.


And I most certainly am. I promised myself I wouldn't, but I'm going to anyway. God. Oh well. When I get bored, I try to come up with potential names for my future kids because I have some weird obsession with names. Here's my list:

Girl:

Aine (Anya/Anja)
Celeste
Marina
Elizabeth
Rose
Alana
Ingrid
Melody
Delphine
Amaranth
Aveline
Aurora
Sunniva
Freya
Avalon (Avylon/Avylanna)
Leah (Lya, Liah, Lia, Leigha)
Leana
Kryssa
Keira
Skyla
Chyla
Gwenavire
Isla
Ivy
Starleigh
Summer
Scarlette
Kahla
Alanna
Sun
Alexandra
Aisling
*Charlize

Full Names:
Sun Marie
Layla Kayleigh
Ciela Nicolina
Sophie Jean
Ariella Celeste
*Alanna Selene
*Summer Rose
Mischa Rose
*Freya Therese
Charlize Christine
Ingrid Alexandra
Leana Marine
Marina Rose
Isla Charlise

Boy:

Derek
Chance
*Alexander
Cedric
Constantine
Kegan
Rylie
Rusty
Avalon
Skylar
Skye
*Felix
*Brody
Tristan
Bay
Erling
Fairleigh
Raleigh
Jack
Leon
Brean (bree-in)

Full Names:
*William Alexander
Derek Brean
*Felix MacKenzie
*Nikolai Leon
Alexander Skye
Avylon Brody

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Friday, March 26, 2010

I will not.


I will not think of babies. I will not think of babies. I will not think of babies. I could go on and on. I have this crazy weird baby fever. I'm too young to be feeling that, but, congrats, I'm obsessed anyway. I will not think of babies. I will not think of babies.. I will not think of babies...

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Psst..

Sometimes I think of what it would be like if we both looked different.
if he had chosen me and you hadn't.
if maybe I could feel what it's like with someone else.
if you were to marry me today, if we would last.
if I had never met you.
if you were a father.
if you really knew all the things I think about... and if you'd still love me.




Hot Damn.

Is this not the sexiest thing you have ever seen?

Well, I don't care.
I think it's hawtt. ;-)

Now if only I could convince my boyfriend to get some...

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Today was just one of those days :[

Today sucked b/c:

1. I was running on 4 hrs of sleep and so I was incredibly sleepy and irritable. Yeah, that turns mild me into Hi, I'm bitchy today. Leave me alone.

2. As much as I tried to nap after class this morning, I couldn't fall asleep for anything. Well, that might have been due to the fact that my boyfriend was watching poker on TV and insisted on commenting on it and asking me repeatedly if I was asleep. Thanks, babe.

3. Though work was alright for the most part, I was bummed toward the end. I swear, you give kids an inch and they'll take a mile from you. I did them a favor and I got trampled on. I yelled at them for it, though, which evened things out a bit.

4. I had to work my second job right after my first... Never fun, but get this: I get to the place I have to audit today and lo and behold! I brought the wrong equipment. You may think this is stupid on my part, but no, I checked to make sure I had the right machine, but no. Apparently more than 1 Ralph's Grocery Store is located on that street. Whoopie. So home and back and THEN I finally started working.
5. People drive like idiots and assholes, and they honk at you and cut you off because they want to. Um, who the fuck gave you your license, jerk off?

6. My mother threw a fit when I left the house to watch Lost with my boyfriend... Like I do every Tuesday.

Jeez, everything went against me today.
Cue the world's biggest violin. It's ok.

It's gonna be a long day.

I didn't get enough sleep last night.
4 hours just ain't gonna cut it.

Monday, March 22, 2010

1st Entry

Reasons Why I Have This Blog:

1. I had to escape a couple followers on my last blog that knew me personally and were close to me. This is my new spot where I can vent, complain, cry, whine, and rejoice on whatever I want without worrying about what so and so would think of me. I don't know any of you other people, and I'm not scared of strangers reading this.

2. You can't hide a physical book-diary from your mother. Eventually she will find it, as my mom has countless times with mine. She is not computer savvy so my secrets are safe on here.

3. I just needed a fresh start. Need I say more?

I'll start using this more often than my other one, for reasons stated above. But, if you came across this little ol' blog and are frustrated by the lack of shtuff, look up my other one: Open Secrets

Happy Reading, ya'll.