Sometimes I think of what it would be like if we both looked different.
if he had chosen me and you hadn't. if maybe I could feel what it's like with someone else. if you were to marry me today, if we would last. if I had never met you. if you were a father. if you really knew all the things I think about... and if you'd still love me.
I'm trying to find that one spot in my life where I can just spill everything, no matter how messy it gets. This is me on my journey for a passion and everything in between.